Reflections

Have been away – loved the time away. 

Felt like I have learnt more about myself

Have done more walking around – need to get more comfortable shoes I can walk for hours in for the next holiday though! 

Have learnt to live for the moment and if there was something I want/wanted to achieve I did it and didn’t let the opportunity slip by

I have learnt that I am judged – I am overweight but I’m happy and in control. I have things I want to achieve and being more active is one of them – notice how I’m saying I want to be more fit/healthy and not some skin and bones! I’m me – don’t like me – I don’t care. 

I still hate goodbyes – still upsetting – more now that I don’t have that much family left!

I don’t like returning to a cold house/no one home – I didn’t think I’d mind but I felt numb, Maybe be different when I’m in new surroundings

Need to upgrade my pc soon. 

That’s all for now, need my bed, do more of this Starfishing malarky XD

Wake up call

So I’m still not feeling 100%.

The doctors told me to just rest and take paracetamol often.

I skipped college on the Thursday. Attended uni on the Friday to find out I had not completed my assignment I thought I had. Had to double my word count exaggerate a lot and research way more than anticipated.

What’s this thing the doctor mentioned rest? I’m in the dark with this one!!

Few things on my mind. Getting pissed off lately. Won’t elaborate too much but communication both with friends and college is lacking and not on my part!!

Been working on the assignment all day. I’m tired. I’m feeling pissed off so I’m calling it a night /sleeptime

See you on the flip side!

Rant

Feel really ill today, cant get a doctors appointment need to ring tomorrow morning early doors, coughing like a 40 a day smoker making me feel run down.

Feels like i have just about smashed my first Teaching Uni Assignment just a few more edits and referencing to do I believe. that’s a weight off my shoulders!

Still can’t enrol because of communication to/from the loan company hopefully I can get it sorted soon.

Get to dog sit with a bundle of trouble for a week should be good fun, something to keep me on my toes!

Plan to add a project to my portfolio today, I’m feeling creative but my head may let me down, only time will tell!

Enough ranting for now – time to design 🙂

Feeling Lost

Had a roller-coaster of a week, busy days and not so busy days

Uni has got me started assignment writing – think I’m on the right road and in the right direction, need my 24+ loan info to come through so I can enrol onto both courses and make use of the library facilities; read up on books I need to read through-out this course!

Miss my best est friend, ages away till she returns from vacation feels a lot longer than it is, least she is having a relaxing fantastic time without me – ugh I hate her! no I don’t I love her to pieces!! ❤

Flu/Cold is still around, not as bad as I have been feeling

Made no plans for the weekend – Just going to chill and sleep less I get any invitations to go anywhere

Part time job hunting getting tedious – need my own transport soonish – anyone want to hire me?

Still trying to sort my bike for a better one to start getting out and about on adventures and staying active/healthy!!

Thursday Uni – not really much to say on this other than i was told to go home after 20 minutes – couldn’t do anything as cant enrol etc etc!!

Friday Uni is good  – short session but met some lovely people all from different backgrounds and want different things to happen on completion of this course!!

Get to dog sit soon, looking forward to these four legged adventures.

Looking forward to my short break in a few weeks time!

Supposed to be getting a heat wave this next week then Snow within the month – will the forecasts be right? only time will tell!!

I’m a student again!!!

Loved this mornings session, amongst the nerves and unknown. This morning went well.

So I now am doing two courses and I’m loving this new challenge and chapter in my life,

what a few weeks change can do hey.

Big thanks to Cath for setting me up on this path of courses

Thanks to Zoe to putting up with my emotions

Bigger thanks to my gran for being my rock and always at the end of the telephone for a chat

Thanks to all my friends who I have leant on their shoulder when I needed a smile.