Pursuing the things I love

I love being #TechSupport.

I love helping people.

I enjoy passing on my skills to others.

I have built numerous computer systems for friends who always come to me to resolve technical difficulties. I thrive on the trust people give me in order to configure, fix. develop and adapt systems to meet individual needs and this is becoming a regular task which i love. Learning new technical tricks is constantly ongoing and changes because of the developments of technology and i’m always staying up-to date with technology news.

Computing and technology is a hobby and a everyday essential part of my life, I enjoy everything about computers. I know how to look after and protect myself and my computer components in order to defend myself against technology criminals. I understand the consequences and vulnerabilities on how to keep my data safe from prying eyes. I have skills for both good and malicious computer use however i will never perform malicious acts just defend myself against them.

I have been given an opportunity to collaborate with a local non-profit organisation in which they help young and vulnerable children. Their aim is to give them life skills – a second chance, to change their persona for the good and i can’t wait to make a difference to someones life 😀

Changes and Improvements to becoming a better person

It’s taken me 3 years to find myself after losing my mother to decide and plan my future, to see how my career develops after a non enthusiastic last year of college.

I’ve started networking, bagged a few interviews and relationships to generate work, to keep myself occupied, to give myself something positive to focus on.

Low mood swings and depression with minimal people to talk to, to understand me, to rely on. Has made me into the strong person I am today.

I do’t rely on anyone now. I’m independent, I do what I want when I want and if people wanna be with me and join me on my road to successes and achievements, bonus and if not well they will get left behind. It is my time to shine and that’s what I’m doing, no one can put me down or belittle me as I am the stronger person.

This changes and improvements are self driven so i am guaranteed to stay motivated and focused enough in order to succeed!

I am thankful for what little family I have to support me but it’s the friends that support me that’s needed to give me strength to succeed and step up to become the person I want to be.

Negative people have held me back and I can see this now after I want change but I’m not going to let negatives hold me back from my wishes, dreams and aspirations!

A sense of responsibility

I feel accomplished to say that today marks a sense of achievement in that I am the bigger person, shown that I am in control and now feel as though I can relax and by that I will explain further.

The teaching opportunity I grasped by both hands at the beginning of February will be coming to an end in 10 working days., this will also follow with a greatly anticipated payday. .

In the past week or week and a half I have become more aware that teaching at this level, the surroundings, the commitment is not meant for me.  It is not the students nor my colleagues.I’m just not enjoying it and i need to be happy, there has been a handful of times i could have easily rolled over in bed in the mornings and gone back to bed.

The contract was initially set out to be till Easter and I will fulfil that request.

I feel that I’m letting colleagues down yet I feel a great weight has been lifted off my shoulders and I will be able to relax again and then concentrate on me. .

I mean when this job opportunity occurred I was offered another job that same week which I had to turn down. Now I will see during Easter break if the opportunity is available and consider applying, initially ensuring i a m ready for the commitment and to ensure my health and happiness are at a satisfactory level first. .

This may seem fussy and I do realise that I am lucky to have been given this teaching job without applying nor interview however I will end the job on a high in the fashion I intended it

I am glad I have trialed it. Given it a go but it is not my forte.

Whilst committing to this job I have not worked nor had the time or motivation to work on my own studies and course. Maybe that has affected my working moral, nor is the lack of wages the reason i am not enjoying it.

no one or anything has upset me to make this decision and i have done so in a way which ensures the students wont be left in a lurch with no teacher again and the work i have told them to produce will be in the making or i will have marked it!

Stepping up and admitting defeat shows signs of strength which only a strong-minded person can effectively do. So again this is another rant and not intended for reading but will now be published.

Not enough hours in the day

For what I want to do

• to create
• to achieve
• to design
• to complete uni work

Maybe next week I can work on finishing my website that I started in August last year.

Still some coding to do but the design is done.

Uni keeping me out of mischief. Teaching is fun. Constantly learning more about myself. Ict is just theory work. No fun stuff thus far. Ugh.

Busy times.

Wake up call

So I’m still not feeling 100%.

The doctors told me to just rest and take paracetamol often.

I skipped college on the Thursday. Attended uni on the Friday to find out I had not completed my assignment I thought I had. Had to double my word count exaggerate a lot and research way more than anticipated.

What’s this thing the doctor mentioned rest? I’m in the dark with this one!!

Few things on my mind. Getting pissed off lately. Won’t elaborate too much but communication both with friends and college is lacking and not on my part!!

Been working on the assignment all day. I’m tired. I’m feeling pissed off so I’m calling it a night /sleeptime

See you on the flip side!